First Love can never be Yours

I remember the time, the time I fell in love the first time,
it was my school, you were sitting next to me...
We didn't know each other, names were only known,
soon we became pals, connected at heart were we...


You were beautiful, nothing could match your beauty,
I was nothing, nothing your heart would crave...
Your heart was already taken, so I held back my feelings,
to tell you how I feel, I wasn't so brave...


"First love can never be Yours", have heard it somewhere,
thinking the same, I tried to remain your friend...
I continued to loved you, made you smile all the way, 
thinking you would notice my love, and love me back in the end...


Many years passed by, I still couldn't make you mine,
out of the blue, I heard you are soon getting hitched...
It broke my heart again, am gonna lose you forever,
should've told you how I feel, should've told you what I wished...


There's nothing I can do now, only one thing I wanna tell,
you were my first love, and always will...
I wish you get all the love, and give him all yours,
just remember me as a soul, a crying soul who loves you still... 

6 months of loving you

I look back at my days , 
my days 6 months back ,
Stressed and completely unhappy , 
no peace at my rack ...

Had so many words in my mind , 
so many feelings to be shared ,
and then you came along , 
and you genuinely cared ...

You laughed with me , 
and listened to my heart ,
you cared for me , 
and been my better part ...

I can forget the world , 
when I am with you ,
I know you love me , 
and baby I love you ... <3

My Music

motivational quote

expecting loyalty

Expensive Gifts

Confusion

I really dont understand what is better...


to lose a relation without expressing our feelings or with expressing them....

My days are still the same

It has been more than 10 years of loving you....

Each day wanting you....
Each day waiting for you....
Each day wishing to see you....
Each night knowing you wont come to me but, 
Each day waking up with a Hope that you will....

Each day falling deep in your Love and,
Each day Holding myself to get back up....
Each day wishing you smile every moment....
Each day dropping a tear so that you don't have to cry....

Each day loving you with all my heart but, 
Each day bearing the pain to see you with somebody else....
Each day closing my eyes and thinking of your smile then, 
Opening them with a sparkle on them....
Each day praying you be happy....
Each day praying my prayer be heard....

Each day looking myself in the mirror and,
wishing I was a better person...
Each day wishing I was more than a friend....
Each day wishing I was the Love of your life....
Each day wishing you were Mine....
Each day wishing you could see the love in my eyes....
Each day wishing you could see my situation....

Years went by and went a few more....
but these days are as it were....
People change, Seasons change, Years change but, 
The Feelings in my Heart are as it were.....

happy realization

wasting your time

Walls of Loneliness

Trapped in a dark room with Walls of Loneliness...


A small Window of Love but at great Height...


Crawling and crawling towards it over and over again like a Spider weaving its net...


With a hope of finding Love or be Dead...

humare dil me pyaar

Hume samaj pao itna tum me DUM nahi...


Kuch nahi hai humare paas fir bhi hum kisi se KAM nahi...


Tum kya jano Pyaar kitna hai is DIL ke andar...


Tumare liye Pyaar khatam hoga tab jab is duniya me HUM nahi...

written in my luck

I have always Lighten up the mood...

Made the Sad Face Smile...

But today it's my turn to Cry...

Yet no one seems to Pry...

Their own problems are important to them...

For others, Who gives a Fuck...

Spread Joy but stay Void of it...

I guess this was written in my Luck...

The Wars I Had

I have played Wars with TIME...
Tried to stop it where it is...
hold it in a box and cherish it forever...
But Time waits for no man...
it slipped through my Fingers like Smoke in my Palms...


I have played Wars with FATE...
Tried to win what it didnt want me to have... 
Ran and ran for the things I wanted...
But it kept that very thing away from me...
And made me look like a Dog catching his own Tail...


I have played Wars with the MAN IN THE MIRROR...
Did all the things to make him smile...
All the things of his will...
But his smile was not meant to last...
It smiled like a Guardian Angel only to keep me falling into the grounds...


I have played Wars with PEOPLE'S FEELINGS..
Tried to keep them in shape of my favour...
Tried to keep them happy so they dont change... 
But it was just like Air that cannot be shaped...

What Goes Around, Comes Around

The old saying " What Goes Around, Comes Around " should be modified
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" Only The BAD Things Goes Around And Comes Around
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The GOOD Things Only Goes, Never Comes Back Around... "

GOD's punishment

GOD could have PUNISHED me in so many ways...
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He could have given me some bad DISEASES...


or


He could have struck me with a LIGHTENING BOLT...


or


He could have set me up for an ACCIDENT...


But 


He chose the "WORST" to do...
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He made ME to LOVE YOU...


And...


Made YOU to LOVE someone else...

boy and girl

A Simple and a True Fact...

" A boy KNOWS more than he SHOWS"

&

" A girl SHOWS more than she KNOWS"...

understanding intentions

Understanding the WORDS is EASY...

Understanding the INTENTIONS behind those words is DIFFICULT...

Funda of Life

FUNDA ye nahi ki...


Tumne kitni Duniya dekhi hai...


FUNDA to ye hai ki...


Tumne Duniya dekh kar Kitna Seekha...


courtesy - Amit

greatest distraction

The Greatest DISTRACTION is when you have firmly made up your mind...


And...


Suddenly You Realize all the Better ALTERNATIVES you could have...